Alles flotten und treiben lassen

in den richtig Zeit mit richtig Gefühl zu spüren
Gleichgewicht zwischen Vernunft und Empfindlichkeit

du....
Ohne bedacht, keine Zeit,nicht zu viel Worte
zeig mich gefühllos und kalt wie ein fremdes Gesicht.
will nicht an dich denken
lenke mich ab
bin ich wehrlos
schließe fest die Augen

beneiden oder bedauern soll

Endlichkeit kommt zu mir, die vertrauten Menschen zu verlassen.

alles vorbei

lassen,verlassen.

影子

疲倦.
那我們就停下腳步.

勞累
那我們就停止活動

還記起去年夏天那一篇新的頁卷
註記頁尾盡是傷痕

眼裡的灰色
讓畫面變成黑白
因為黑白所以存封成回憶

我像是個浮不出水面,搬不上檯面的影子
影子套以朋友之名卻失去了其意義

悲傷
以似有似無的狀態漂浮在這個空間裡

變數

以前覺得只要是有重大的見血事件就肯定會有令人不愉快的事情或是一些某事轉變的徵兆
到現在我也是這麼覺得
今天流的血可不算少,拿起刀子的我總是很小心,一直都是如此
是不專心嗎?
我想是太累了,一種積累的疲憊

有些情緒總是像食物鏈的循環著,有壞有好
有些聲音總是無法擺脫時間的印記,有悲有喜
人要如何持衡?我好想知道答案
耳邊聽見過往熟悉人們的話語,那些充滿著力量,就像回過頭找尋九年前的聲音般
一切都變成了循環
尋找,並非不滿足,而是自己失去之故
在吹彈可破的空氣球裡努力的想抓住一個角落,不至落入孤寂

對抗
必須有力量
無論是什麼,從人那裡獲得或是給出的都有崩落的危險

回到自然

放逐

Utada Hikaru "first love" --MV

Utada Hikaru first love


Once in a while
You are in my mind
I think about the days that we had
And i dream that these would all come back to me
If only you knew every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like your memories
How I want here to be with you
Once more

You will always gonna be the one
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Oh, don't say no
You will always gonna be the one in my life
So true, I believe i can never find
Somebody like you
my first love

Once in awhile
Your are in my dreams
I can feel the your warm embrace
And I pray that it will all come back to me
If only you knew every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like your memories
And how I want here to be with you
Once more
yah yah yah

You will always be inside my heart
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Please don't say no
Now and forever you are still the one
In my heart
So true, I believe I could never find
Somebody like you
My first love
oh oh

You will always gonna be the one
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Oh, don't say no
You will always gonna be the one
So true, I believe I could never find
Now and forever